Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Black Book Update

Hello SC69 Sex Fiends!!

Just wanted to give everyone a little hello and peep in to see how everyone is, since it's been a few weeks since I've been able to post anything. There are about 5 new sexcapades that I still have to post, but unfortunately, (highly suspect) due to a recent sexcapade, I somehow got a bad case of pink eye and am unfortunately am still healing from it. Yes, PINK EYE!

Ugh, this pink eye is so evil!! I've never had it before, and now I know why it's so horrible. Plus, I had a bad cold and having to suffer through that in a room where the A/C has been broken for more than a week has been very painful. All I could do was lie down and listen to the TV, sweating like a pig and blow tissue after tissue of really thick mucus...not too bearable in this Florida weather. Right now, I'm not 100%, but I'm definitely better from where I was last week.

I promise that once I'm 100% and I can see a lot better, I will get back to all of you with the wonderful and whirldwind world of Veronica Urbana! It definitely has been a pretty exciting time, and unfortunately it came screeching to a halt after this pink eye incident (which, I have now learned - NEVER have a first-time lay squirt cum on your eyes EVER!!!).

Thanks for the support everyone, keep reading and checking frequently for posts, I will be back shortly!! :-)

Monday, August 9, 2010

Feeling Rejected

Nothing really beats thinking that you're going to get laid in a weekend when plans fall through. Kind of disappointed when not one, but TWO lays decide to bail out on me...not sure why, but I guess they had plans or decided that pussy wasn't much of an importance for them. Not that I'm taking it personal, it just sucks when people tell you they're going to be down and you get yourself prepped up, all ready to suck cock and get yourself fucked right in the pussy, feeling that anticipation, when they end up not calling you at all. At LEAST call and say that you can't make it, you know? Common decency, which sometimes some people lack at time, I understand that...I'm just kind of annoyed at the moment.

So what does a girl do when she feels rejected? I guess it's time to heat up some popcorn, turn on the vibrator, and watch porn, the more cocks the better...I guess it's gonna be a slow one-woman show night, and no one to warm up my pussy lips for me...:-(

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Help Veronica get to Las Vegas for a very special Sexcapade File!!!

Hello SC69 fans!

I was wondering if I could ask any of you a favor...

I am planning on going to Vegas in the early part of September in order to fulfill some very wild sexcapades at the Power Exchange in Las Vegas. However, I'm in desperate need of funds to get me there...

I need to raise $500 before September 1st in order to go!! For anyone who donates some money, I will be sending you a very special sex surprise when I come back (through e-mail of course...maybe some personal, special Vegas sexcapade pictures??)

If anyone can help me, please click on the Paypal link to donate some cash for me!! Any amount is much appreciated (although the bigger the amount, the better)...

Thanks for the support and happy sexing!!!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Lexxi's Blog!!!

Hey SC69 and Red Room fans!!

I just wanted to let everyone know that my "Red Room" co-host, Lexxi, now has her own sexblog!! It's called "Sex, Leather and Lace"

Please support her by checking it out, no doubt she has a lot of stories to share with all of you...I should know because she's a great personal friend of mine.

She has just started it this weekend, but she'll be building up her blog posts soon, so check it out and show some love!!

Sexcapade Files #36: Thumbfuck

It was another afternoon at the office – making calls, closing deals, and smoking cigarettes. However, something that I discovered about myself came out from this very interesting sexcapade between myself and my boss.

We were in the front desk area taking a break from working in the muggy heat of the office when he rolled his chair in front of mine, and said, “I want to eat your pussy while you sit on my face.”

Of course, I was up for the challenge. I unzipped my jeans and untangled myself from my thong, and I felt his fingertips softly teasing my pussy lips and my ass crack. He lay on the floor near the edge of the desk, and I squatted down onto his face, my arms bracing the side of the desk, my feet balancing on tiptoe, trying to keep myself from falling over. His lips sucked my clit, his tongue sliding upward into my pussy hole, then moving upward to tease my clit again with his tongue, all the while whimpering from his mouth, but at the same time, feeling a bit cramped from squatting and not smothering him with my pussy.

I stood up, and he sat down on the chair, and he ordered me to lean my ass towards him. I felt him finger my pussy, making me clench and tighten, but suddenly, he switched fingers and inserted his THUMB into my pussy. His hand cupped the front part of my pelvis, and I could feel his thumb jabbing into me very hard, so hard that I started to cum and have a majorly big orgasm, my pussy squeezing his thumb, the orgasm taking so much control over me that I was screaming, holding on to the desk and his shoulder, my head leaning forward, I couldn't move from the powering sensation. He slowed down his thumbfucking, but soon started it all over again, in faster movements, thrusting hard into my pussy, cumming AGAIN, when I felt a liquid-like moisture trickle out of me. Could it be that I squirted from a thumbfuck??!?

After a few minutes, he slowed down and I had to stop to catch my breath, since I was still panting from the orgasms. I got dressed, and he had unzipped his pants, his hard cock all ready for me to play with. I got down on my hands and knees and started to suck, to play around with the balls, swirl my tongue around his cock, but he stopped me from doing just that – he just wanted me to suck!

So as I sucked, he was guiding me (the first guy in a long time to tell me what to do with his cock!!), holding my head, pushing it down for me to thrust. I wasn't used to a guy pushing my head into his cock (I like to do it my way, at my pace), so I tried to hold on, taking breaths whenever I could, trying to swallow any bit of vomit that would rise up into my throat. It was definitely the first time where someone didn't want a teabagging or a ball-juggle, just a simple, good old fashioned cock suck. I sucked him some more, trying to figure out what type of mouth pressure he liked, and finally, he took out his cock from my mouth, jerked it with his hand, and as he jerked I played with the tip of his head with my tongue whenever the head slid out from its foreskin. He finally came and shot hot cum into my mouth, and I cleaned up bits of his after cum with my tongue, sucking it a few more times before he was done, swallowing the salty creaminess.

According to my boss, he said that I gave an “okay” blowjob, then teased me to piss me off to say that I sucked badly. WTF?! I'd better prove it the next time, even if it was a joke...:-(

Monday, August 2, 2010

Sexcapade Files #35: 2 Men + 2 Places = 12 Hours (Part II)

Fast forward seven hours later, when Cedric and I met for dinner and headed back to my place. We were in my room, talking and cuddling on the bed, when our lips met, and our sexcapade began. His soft lips brushed against mine, our arms entwined around each other, and our kisses became more urgent and passionate. We threw our clothes off onto the floor in a messy heap, and then he asked me to suck his cock.

There was the 12-inch monster. To be honest, I was terrified by it. Not that I thought it would hurt me, on the contrary; his cock has given me some of the best orgasms I've had in years. However, this would be the first time that I'd ever sucked something that LARGE, and I was afraid of the unknown. What if I failed? What if I couldn't shove it down my throat? I've never tried to deep throat something that large in my whole sex life...and for once, I started to doubt myself.

As sat myself in between his legs and look at the endeavor before me. I shyly took his cock with my right hand, squeezing and stroking it, and licked his head. Wow, was he hard and so ready. It was like a giant anaconda of cocks, his penis hole staring at me in the eye to “take him down”. I opened my mouth, breathed deeply, and shoved it down my throat – and it wouldn't go all the way down! His girth was almost as large as a beer bottle, and my lips weren't wide enough to accommodate it. I could only take in about half of it (6 inches), because the more I tried to go down, the wider his cock became. My mouth felt stuck, like trying to force yourself into a pair of jeans that you know won't fit, but you're too stubborn to admit that you gained some weight.

Did I feel like a failure. I honestly thought Monster Chocolate Cock was my Waterloo, but Ultimate Ruler Cock King was my Armaggedon. It was like a giant cock fortress before my eyes, and the Goliath of Cocks brought me down. It was disappointing, after all of the deep throat exercises, I couldn't shove this damned 12-inch cock down my throat. I guess I will definitely have to work on that, for as long as I can stand it, to stretch my mouth in order to deep throat this giant cock in my mouth.

Cedric didn't seem to mind. His lips murmured pleasure sounds from his lips, giving me his approval. I continued to stroke his cock with my tightened fist, jerking him while I sucked his balls, juggling them in my mouth, then raising my mouth again to tighten my lips around his head, creating a hard suction while teasing my tongue around his head.

I raised my head and straddled my legs around his waist, kissing his lips once again, looking deep into his eyes. He then bent his head forward to suck my breasts, first the right one and then the left, biting and sucking them into a sexually tame state of pleasure and pain, my brown nipples once again succumbing into hard nubs.

As he sucked my breasts, I felt his hard cock rubbing itself on my clit, our hips grinding in sync, and I felt myself getting hotter, hornier, and wetter as he stroked his cock on me. And then...he slipped inside me, and I felt my pussy stretching to accommodate his large girth. His hips thrust into my pussy, and as I felt his cock sliding in and out, I held on to the pillow, the thrusting became gradually fervent, I could feel a big orgasm coming on, my pussy starting to clench around his cock, the pleasure adrenaline rising, my knuckles turning white from my clenched fists, my moans and whimpers getting louder, and I smothered myself into the pillow, biting my lips to sustain the potential scream in my throat, riding through the big orgasm that felt as if it went on for minutes, a tsunami wave after another. That was the first time I came from being on top (and it had never happened before!)

He flipped me onto my back, and he inserted himself into me – all 12-inches, completely in (the first time), I widened my legs apart farther, my legs back to stretch myself, and he began to thrust again. His chest against mine, I engulfed my legs around his waist to get his body closer to me, feeling him deeper into my pussy. He really was a force to be reckoned with, a giant cock monster scaring me with its eye, but giving a sense of pleasure that I had been missing from my sexcapades the past few years until recently. He thrust his cock into me again, this time a bit harder, and within 10 minutes, I was back on Cloud 9, feeling another orgasm coming through as I felt my fingers dig deep into his back, my mouth shut tight to stifle a scream, and I rode through minutes of a big orgasm.

He laid me on my stomach, and went in between my legs again, this time as doggy style. This position was somewhat uncomfortable, mainly because of my big ass, second because the angle hit a few spots that slightly pinched as he thrust, but we somehow made it work. He straddled his hands around my upper torso, one arm on each side of me, as he thrust his cock into me again. Uncomfortable or not, he still made me come after a few more minutes. By this time, I couldn't help myself and screamed softly, trying to cover my mouth with a pillow, but it was no use – 3 Big O's had hit me that night, and I couldn't help myself any longer.

I guess he couldn't take the heat and the orgasms any longer either, because he ended up cumming all over my ass and lower back, his cock spitting out hot and sticky cum, as we both panted our way from our sexual heat.

After wiping ourselves off, we lay next to each other, cuddled, and he began to snore himself off into dreamland. Myself, however, lay with a very smug look on my face and thought to myself: You are such a big slut!! You just had two guys in twelve hours!! Awesome!!!

Who said that girls couldn't play the game of players, anyway?? :-)

Monday, July 19, 2010

Sexcapade Files #34: 2 Men + 2 Places = 12 Hours (Part I)

I had never, ever, in my life, had slept with more than one person at a time. Usually, whenever I end up sleeping with someone, I usually wait some time before I move on to the next person, my next conquest. I never knew I could be capable of being able to satisfy two men in two different places within a span of a day, let alone a twelve-hour period.

Sometime in the afternoon during the week, my boss and I were having a friendly chat in his office when he said, “Just you sitting in that chair, not even doing anything makes me want to eat your pussy so bad,”, as he pushed his chair closer to me, and reached his hand to rub my pussy with my jeans still on. He swung my legs over his shoulders, my head leaning on the low back of the chair I was sitting on, my arms balancing my torso on his shoulders. I unzipped my jeans, and his hands jerkily pulled off my pants and underwear, and his head dived into the softness of my pussy lips, his tongue licking my clit, as I hung to the arms of the chair I was sitting on, feeling my pussy getting wet and so very horny.

He then lifted his head and thrust his two fingers into me, feeling his thick fingers digging into my vagina, and THEN he finally hit it – my G-spot. My soft whimpers became full screams in an instant, as I was hanging onto dear life, my head thrown back, screaming my way through intense orgasm after intense orgasm, my hips convulsing, the feeling of it felt as if I had been sliding from a high-rise rollercoaster, feeling the adrenaline rush, that wonderful feeling, as the orgasms kept building up for about ten minutes, then they finally subsided.

He stopped, and said the words that I finally wanted to hear from him: “Let's fuck!” I rushed into my office to grab a condom, threw my shirt on the floor, and positioned myself on the mattress, my legs to my chest, spread-eagled. He knelt on the floor, tried to put on the condom, and...FAILURE TO LAUNCH - he couldn't get it up! He tried to jerk himself off, put the condom on, and insert his semi-hard cock into me, but it was not use – he hadn't used a condom for years since he had been with his partner, and isn't used to wearing one, so his hard-on he had a few minutes ago withered away into its supine shell. He pulled off the condom, and decided to jerk off – but instead, I had an idea.

“Rub your cock on my clit,” I ordered.

His head rubbed on my clit, rubbing his semi-hard cock up and down with some pressure that I felt another orgasm coming along. But this orgasm that came wasn't stimulated by a G-spot...however...

I felt my pussy muscles clenching so tight, tighter than it had been from the times he had been licking and stroking my pussy, that I heard myself screaming at the top of my lungs all over again, just from having his cock rub my clit with heavy pressure. Minutes passed, and I could still feel my hands clenching the sides of my bed, my heart beating a hundred miles a minute, feeling that exhilarating rush I felt from the G-spot orgasm, my throat shouting such a splitting scream that anyone passing by would've thought that I was being raped or murdered in the building – but it felt so good, so wonderful and such a release that the orgasm felt like it was fifteen minutes.

A few minutes later, I felt his warm cum shoot onto my stomach, oozing onto the mattress of the bed. It felt wonderful for me...wonderful for him too, but boy did he feel guilty when a few minutes later, his partner called his phone...and he purposefully missed the call to get himself calmed down and cleaned up...

Tune in for the next part of this story tomorrow!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Playing the Mistress

I've discovered another sexual side of myself that I never considered myself ever doing in not only a sexual realm, but a relationship realm as well – playing the “mistress”. Mind you, I'm pretty familiar playing the “mistress” within the BDSM realm, but to be the “other woman” in a sexual relationship is definitely very new to me, so usually against my morals (or whatever is left of them), but I find myself highly fascinated about this world, regardless of how dangerous and taboo this situation is for me, for the person I'm sleeping with, and the woman who is completely oblivious to the situation.

Although I've been badly burned in the past by an emotional affair that wrecked the way I viewed relationships from that moment forward, playing the mistress gives me such an adrenaline rush. I find it highly enticing and addicting that this man, who is already happily with someone else (minus the nonexistent sex life), would risk everything – his company, his relationship, his career reputation – in order to have his mouth on my clit, his fingers in my pussy, and scream in the throws of sexual passion until I find myself sweating from the intense orgasm he gave me, waiting over 10 minutes to catch my breath from panting so hard from my ORGASM. It makes me feel so powerful that my scent drives him crazy, that whatever I wear – regardless if it's a T-shirt-and-track pants day or a somewhat conservative business casual attire – makes him want me, the nearness of my presence makes his body literally warm and his cock hard with sexual desire whenever I walk into the room. It is that power I crave, that instant boost of ego and sexual confidence, that makes me feel on top of the world, like I'm invincible, even though I know how totally WRONG the situation really is.

I've often wondered why I've had such a change of heart and decision about this situation. Why am I allowing this to happen when I've been badly hurt by someone else through their cheating? Why am I callous about the other woman's potential feelings of hurt and betrayal? Is it because I know that I'm satisfying her man and not she? Is it that he finds me more sexually desirable than she? Is it because he finds me more of his sexual equal than she? Or is it that I've already justified in my mind that this is okay to do mainly because he has made his decision, and he's the one who can hurt her more than anyone can imagine?

The only problem I find about this situation is the massive guilt he has laid on himself every time something happens between us, which is completely understandable. Knowing that he has a conscience and a heart means he really is a good guy after all, that he doesn't want to hurt her at all, he just finds me so desirable that making me cum in his mouth gives him the greatest thrill and the greatest guilt trip possible.

I'm not sure as to how far I can take this sexual relationship, but it would definitely be interesting as this pans out. I will have to ponder on this some more as the days move forward...

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Sexcapade Files #32: The Illicit Office Affair – Part IV

As the days went by, the sexual tension between my boss just kept on getting stronger, the sexual acts became more vigorous, more dangerous, and more enticing. This is my story, and I'm sticking to it. :-)

Last week was definitely a week of more sexual foreplay, so much of it that now I really want him to fuck me, to feel his hard cock inside of me, making me cum intensely that I feel my pussy squeeze as much cum out of his hard cock as possible. Our days usually consist of mainly: work, hanging out, smoking, and “playtime”. Here is a rundown of one of the most memorable “playtime sessions”:

This was the first day we ended going further than just touching each other, and after he had teased my breasts in his hands, kneaded them and sucked my brown nipples into wrinkled nubs, he pulled out his trusty mattress, took a sheet and my trusty towel and lay on the bed. Without any fanfare (mainly because we had teased each other for so long), he rested his head between my open legs, and stroked my pulsing engorged clit, first with the length of his tongue, then with the tip, moving from outer pussy lips to inner, tasting and feeling my cum go from watery wet to sticky, as he carefully licked it with such skill and experience that I felt my hands clenching the sides of the bed, my hips bobbing up and down, riding the waves of sexual ecstasy that I could hear myself whimper and moan.

He slipped two fingers into my pussy, as he first thrust them in, then he twisted them inside of me, feeling my pussy tighten up as he played, still feeling his tongue dance along my slippery clit. He then puckered his mouth around my clit as if to suck on it, but instead, I felt his lips gnaw on my clit, and suddenly I felt the pressure build up, more and more, until I came and squirted all over the towel and on his face. A few seconds later, he raises his head, and the bottom part of his mouth and jaw is shiny from my pussy juice. As I catch my breath, he waits a few minutes, then moves his head back in between my legs, for a total of 4 squirts in that position, in a half hour, the fourth squirt being the most memorable, mainly because a lot of pussy juice gushed out from me.

I told him that now he would have to keep his promise, now that he had made me come 4 times: I get to suck his cock. He lay on the bed, and I lay on his stomach, my head facing his cock, 69-style. I looked at his cock – brown, thick, uncut, about the perfect size for me (about 7-8 inches). It had a pretty clean smell to it – it had a slight manly smell, but not too pungent to where I didn't want to suck it. I took his head in, sucked on his head, licking the slit, and then I shoved the whole thing in my mouth. It was rather difficult sucking his cock, mainly because he was distracting me by licking my clit the whole while, and the fact that his upper torso was a lot longer than mine definitely gave me a bit of a strain, but it was a nice sexual challenge to suck his cock, sliding my hand up and down on his foreskin, massaging his balls while licking his head, teasing his vein. I lay on his stomach, sucking his head, while I felt his tongue dance on my clit and vagina, feeling his tongue slide in and out of me.

Soon, he had me flipped back on the mattress, his head again between my legs, where I squirted one more time, but as he licked me, he was rubbing his cock, wanting to come as I came, so after I had come, he raised his torso, and I saw his thick brown hand stroking his cock in thick strokes. I told him to come to my head because I wanted to swallow his cum and he obliged, quickly hobbling on his knees to my head, and as I licked his head, he finally came, and squirted his sperm load into my mouth, and cleaned his head with my mouth. His cum tasted very clean, the sweetest cum I had tasted, swallowing the creamy liquid down my throat. Later on, he admitted to me that from all his years of having sex, this was the first time he had ever cum in a woman's mouth. So I guess I've taught him a thing or two...:-)

Later on that afternoon, we did another quickie on his bed, where he made me squirt one MORE time that afternoon – definitely one that lasted about 10 minutes, but we ended the day with me squirting 6 times within a span of sexual activity of 1 hour...not bad for the first day, right?

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Sexcapade Files #31: The Illicit Office Affair – Part III

Yesterday, I arrived to work soaked from the rain during my usual 30-minute scooter drive to work – my jeans, work jacket, and my red knit blouse all had blotches of wetness from the rain, so my boss had commented that I should just take off my top so I could dry off. Not hesitating for a moment, I pulled off each layer with ease, first my blouse, then my bra, until my breasts were hanging freely for my boss to touch. As I stood before him sitting in a chair behind the front desk, his mouth surrounded my right nipple, licking and nipping at them until I whimpered with pleasure, while his hand rolled my left nipple until it became wrinkled and hard. He kneaded my breasts in his deft hands, squeezing them with just enough weight, as his tongue licked the cleavage area of my right breast, then proceeded to suck and bite the left breast, while I hung onto his shoulders, my head turned back, whimpering from the pleasure he was giving me.

One of his hands ended up between my legs, and he was rubbing me from the outside of my jeans. He ordered me to turn back and lean over against the desk, to where my ass was pointed outward towards my boss's face. He pulled down my pants and underwear enough to expose my ass crack, and soon I felt his tongue softly stroking my ass crack, feeling the tip of his tongue, wet and smooth, sliding up and down my chubby ass cheeks. I moaned in pleasure, enjoying the sensation of his very skilled tongue tickling my ass, making me want him more.

We then stopped and proceeded back to work, but it wasn't long until he came knocking on my door asking if he could “play” again. I was sitting behind my desk, still topless, when he came around and reached over to grab my breasts. He got on his hands and knees, edging himself between my legs, and I felt his mouth sucking my breasts again, his hand squeezing one breast, as his left hand started to pry underneath my panties. His fingers started to rub my very eager clit, feeling the wetness (and the blood, unfortunately), and I moaned loudly, feeling his rough fingers rubbing my pulsing clit up and down, as his mouth sucked my nipple, over and over again. Then, he raised his head up and said, “I want you to touch yourself as I rub you.”

I couldn't resist such a request. I reached underneath my panties, and I rubbed my clit in circles, in the spots that I loved to touch the most, while he rubbed my clit as well. It was so hot, pleasuring myself while he was pleasuring me at the same time, two different hands on my clit, one was mine, and was was his. He then moved his hand away, while I was still rubbing myself, and he dug a finger into my pussy, sliding it in an out, feeling the tightness and the strength of my pussy.

“Oh my god, you're so tight!” he said with sexual fervor.

I couldn't help myself, I wanted to suck his cock SO BAD. I wanted to taste his cock in my mouth that I wanted to beg for it, and I didn't care.

“Please let me suck your dick,” I begged.

“Remember our rule, I won't let you suck my cock until you come,” he said.

This was getting too much for me to handle....in a good way.

As I continued to rub my clit with my left hand, his finger dug into the hollow of my pussy, first with just one finger, and then with two. His thick fingers swirled and dug to find my G-spot, and as we continued with our foreplay, I felt my pussy gradually tense, my back arched, and my moans got louder, as he thrust his fingers into me, I felt my pussy getting tighter and tighter, feeling sexual ecstasy getting closer, until he stopped and saw the blood on his fingers (he was afraid that he had hurt me down there), and we took a breather to get some work done. I sat at my desk, trying to catch my breath and get some work done, and for about an hour, everything was okay. I somehow decided to not put my clothes on, so I sat at my desk doing work with nothing on except my panties.

About an hour later, he knocks on my door, peers in, and notices that I didn't have any clothes on. I told him that I felt most comfortable in the nude, since even at home I rarely put clothes on except when I have to go to a communal area in the house. He told me to stop by his office so “we can play” some more. I couldn't resist another “play time”, especially with the pleasure he gave me an hour before.

I wait another half hour in order to finish more work. He's at his desk, working on the computer, when I walk in, naked except for some panties, to talk about something he wanted to show me. He was explaining something about the business, when he stopped and said, “Your tits are so fucking hot,” and decided to engulf his favorite breast (the right one) into his mouth. As he sucked, I again couldn't contain myself and started to whimper softly from his touch.

He raised his head and we kissed, our lips and tongues wrestled as our heads swayed from side to side, back and forth, our passion rising. Our lips released and I started to lick his neck, my limber tongue licking him in long strokes, then the tip of my tongue flicking his salty skin, and I could hear him groaning, “Oh god, you have a skillful tongue!” over and over again. His hands touching my back, but while I licked and nipped at his neck, his body froze for a while, and all I could hear was his hard breathing and his groans.

He suggested that I lay on the mattress in his office (yes, he has a mattress – he sometimes needs to lie down because of the headaches he gets in the middle of the day), and so he pulled it out, covered it with a sheet, and told me to lay on it, face down. I obliged, and I felt his rough hands stroking my back lightly, across my shoulders, then down my back, lightly pressing the muscles of my hands, feeling the heat from his palms. He then pulled off my panties halfway, so my ass cheeks were exposed, and I felt his tongue licking my ass crack again, ever so gently, probing that sensitive indentation.

I flipped myself over, lying on my back, and I straddled my legs around his waist, as he dry humped me for a bit, before proceeding to peel back a portion of my panties, to thrust two fingers into my pussy. As he dug his nimble fingers in my pussy, my arms and hands bracing myself, feeling my pussy tighten around his fingers, he unzipped his shorts and pulled out his uncut cock for me to rub. His cock was still soft, and according to him, he had learned how to control his erections very well, but the feeling of his uncut cock in my hands felt sublime. I loved the softness of it, and although I wasn't sure as to how big he was hard, I couldn't wait to get my mouth around his head and suck it, which may take a while before he allowed me to do so.

A few minutes later, he took his fingers out from my pussy, and I caught my breath from our little pussy play. We tried to get back to work, but obviously we had one thing on our mind – we definitely needed to get this sexual tension into fruition. Hopefully in a day or so this period of mine will be out for the month, and then the real fun begins...

Monday, July 5, 2010

Sexcapade Files #30: The Illicit Office Affair - Part II

This past week has been a whirlwind of sexual buildup and tension, so strong that it actually makes me horny walking into the office. It hits me as I drive to work, and the feeling gets stronger and stronger the closer I get to the office.

Sometimes I see my boss standing outside the office smoking a cigarette, as if he were waiting for me to arrive. I walk in with him, and the wave of sexual tension washes over me like a tsunami, so overpowering that it's hard to ignore what's going on. We chit chat, he sometimes sits inside my office or I sit in his, and as we talk, he mentions in passing that he would love to suck on my tits.

The first time we did something sexual was when he had told me that he would love to see my tits. I was wearing a T-shirt, a sports bra, and track pants that day, so I walked over to where he was sitting (which was at the front desk area), and asked him, "Do you want to see my tits?" and raised my shirt and bra to where my large brown breasts were exposed, hanging like two large water balloons on my chest.

He said, "Oh, I can't resist, they're so fucking hot," and he reached out and touched the right nipple, then the other, first lightly stroking them in circles, then he buried his face into my right breast and consumed it with his mouth.

The feeling was electric - his mouth sucked on them with such skill and finesse that it had been so long since my breasts were sucked that way. The feeling shot through my whole body, sexual ecstasy shooting from my breast to the rest of my body, and he clung on as I felt my chest fall forward into his face, my head and back slightly arched back as I moaned and whimpered louder and louder as he ravaged my sex-hungry breasts. He then licked my breasts in long and slow strokes with his experienced tongue, then flicked my nipples quickly with the tip, and then he did the most surprising thing - he pressed my breasts together with both of his hands until the nipples were almost touching, pointing towards each other, and then consumed both nipples in his mouth, sucking them in that rough way that I enjoyed the most, but hadn't been done since others weren't as skilled or had wanted to rough house them the way I wanted to.

My legs straddled his right leg, and his hand easily reached under me and started to rub my clit from the outside of my track pants. Regardless of having my period at this time, I wasn't willing to go beyond second base for fear of not enjoying it as thoroughly (plus, I don't enjoy having sex on my period...it has been done before in my past, and it wasn't fun seeing a murder scene everywhere after the fact), but it was very pleasurable, feeling his fingers on my clit from the outside of my pants, rubbing it while he ravaged my sex hungry breasts. He released my breasts from his mouth's grasp, and ordered me to kiss him - our lips and tongues wrestled with each other, his moist mouth tasted of cigarettes, and he asked me to spit in his mouth. While kissing, I gathered enough spit to pour into his hungry mouth, and that made his mouth move faster and more urgent, whispering between kisses how much my spit tasted delicious, and my arms cradled his head, my hands rubbing his smooth, bald head while we pleasured ourselves in our passionate embrace.

Soon, we stopped, because he was worried that he would get tempted even further to want to push me on the table, pull my pants off, and eat my pussy until it was raw.

And the rest of the week was like that - off and on sexually tempting one another, his hands constantly wandering to touch my breasts, weighing them in his hands, his hands touching my body made me want to tell myself to "fuck the period, I want to fuck him now!!!" but trying to stop myself from doing so until my period ended. And this would happen about 2-3 times a day, where sometimes, during our breast foreplay, I would reach down and rub his cock from the outside of his pants, rubbing it until he became semi-hard, and enjoying the sensation of his mouth ravaging my breasts. It has definitely made work a lot more fun and exciting, so much that sometimes I can't even focus on work because I'm thinking of when the next time it would be that we enjoyed another session of foreplay.

I have a feeling that this week we'll be headed to another direction in our sexual relationship, once my period is done and over with. We have talked about it, and he has told me that he has been able to place the guilt behind him and can continue this sexual relationship within the office. We've also sworn each other to secrecy of not telling anyone (including his "wife") about this situation, since it would mean my job, and his relationship with my boss.

We'll see how this pans out within the next few weeks, but I promise to update more as soon as I see how this plays out...

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Sexcapade Files #29: The Red Room Experiment

Last night's "Red Room" show was definitely something of an experience, and it somehow broke the borderline from a bunch of people talking about sex to sexual experimentation in the "name of science".

For anyone who had listened to the show last night, anything that you may had been wondering had happened during intermissions REALLY DID HAPPEN! Let me give you a rundown of the turn of events:

We had a special guest with us last night, spit-fiery Dominican-Mexican "Sexy Lexxi" appearing on the show, a bisexual woman who is married to an ex-porn star. Somehow, we ventured from talking about "reborn virgins" to "tits", and Nage had somewhat dared me to show my breasts, which I was more than willing to do. I pulled off my shirt and bra and showed both Sweet Meats and Nage my large DD breasts, with the brown aereolas and the very large brown nipples. It seemed as all three of them couldn't get their eyes of these large breasts of mine. Lexxi also showed off her breasts, not as big as mine, but they were perkier. Eventually, Nage had said that we needed to do an experiment in "the name of science", so we started playing music.

Nage told me to lie on the leather couch. As I lay there, Nage knelt on the couch, facing my breasts, and Lexxi knelt on the floor near my right breast, and almost at the same time, they each took a nipple and started sucking and licking them, Nage's tongue ravaging my left nipple, sucking and flicking it with his tongue in fast movements, even strokes but with a variety of pressures that I felt myself going wild. Lexxi's was softer with less pressure, gentler strokes, as she slowly licked my aereola and lightly sucked my nipple.

This was just getting hot for me, I couldn't contain myself. The three of us were alternating between moaning and grunting to giggling, mainly since the three of us were somehow not completely believing we were doing this during a radio broadcast. I couldn't help but moan and whimper, especially since it was hot that there were two mouths on my breasts, and the second that my breasts are really sensitive, so I couldn't help but arch my back and shift my hips up and down, wanting more. Lexy had moved herself more towards my head to give way to Sweet Meats who wanted to suck my tits as well (which makes the count to 3!!), I figured that I didn't want to leave Lexxi without any attention, so I reached under her shirt, pulled out her left breast, and I began to lightly suck her nipple as well. Her nipple was soft and plump, kind of like sucking water from water balloon - it definitely different from sucking on a man's nipple, which is hard and small - but it was an experience for me, since that was the first time I had sucked on a woman's nipple. Apparently, Sweet Meats was alternating between licking my nipple and Lexxi's nipple (which somewhat made Lexxi uncomfortable, since she had said that anything she does with a man has to be cleared with her husband first, while women were open territory), and Sweet Meat's mouth was softer than Lexxi's, his tongue flicked my nipple in fast movements, although enjoyable, it was a little bit too light for my taste since I LOVE my tits to be rough housed.

After a few minutes (it was probably about 5-10 minutes), we stopped and kept on giggling, talking about how awesome that experience was for all of us, and even alluded to it on the air. Lexxi had also decided to doublefist my breasts into her mouth at the same time (meaning she had both nipples in her mouth at the same time by squeezing my breasts together until the nipples touched, then sucking them both at the same time), which was pretty nice too. It was the second time that I had someone do that to my breasts, which was pretty hot. Lexxi and I also kissed on the air for 15 seconds, which is the probably the second or third time I've made out with a chick.

Now that I've been to second base with a woman, I would say that it was definitely an experience, but it doesn't make me more attracted to females. I would be more willing to experiment, but somehow the attraction isn't there. I guess I'm hardwired to go after the males and hard cocks anyway....:-)

So now that you all have a during-intermission look of what goes on at the "Red Room", you may want to check it out next Saturday at 10 pm EST on RAW973.com!!!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Sexcapade Files #28: The Illicit Office Affair

There's sexual tension flying through the air where I work, so thick that you can cut it with a knife. I may end up in such a dangerous scandal, it's so dangerous that it could cost a lot of relationships, which is making me hesitate how to proceed in this matter. It's so hard to ignore this sexual heat, it's overpowering and overwhelming that even though I'm not at work, I'm still thinking about wanting his deft tongue run circles over my pulsing clit while I lie naked on top of the conference room.

This sexual fire started a few weeks ago for this person I work for. Somehow, we had started the discussion about sex and wanting to start an adult site, and he admitted to me that he had a BBW fetish - well, me being a thick girl, I couldn't ignore that. We ventured onto topics of my admitting that I had a sex talk show on internet radio ("Red Room" on RAW973.com from 10 pm - 1 am EST). From then on, he and I opened Pandora's Box of Sexual Secrets Past and reveled in telling each other our sexual conquests.

Recently, he had admitted to me that he became sexually attracted to me.
Just hearing him tell me how much he wants to taste my pussy juice in his mouth while I squirt, hearing him tell me that me being near him drives him crazy with sexual desire, that if I had told him at that moment I wanted him to lick my pussy, he wouldn't be able to resist. Hearing him tell me that he wanted me to cum all over his hands while he thrust 3 fingers into my pulsing pussy until I came shouting made my pants wet all day. Being in close proximity of him, having him smell my armpits, teasing him with toilet paper napkins with my cum on it, his mouth tasting my fingertips - all made me mad with desire. I really wanted him to get down on his hands and knees, pull down my pants, and eat me out over and over again, until I came so loudly that the whole neighborhood heard me come.

The only problem is, he's my boss, and he's almost my dad's age, which makes me wanting to fuck a father-figure. The more dangerous part is the fact that his common-law wife is also my boss, and she signs my checks. Which makes the story even more interesting.

It's a very complicated predicament. Two people, who obviously only want sex and are so hot for each other that they both make each other sweat if they're in the same room, obviously don't want to hurt the completely oblivious party, who for one, is basically the head boss (for me, anyway), and two, his "wife". We know that this is both cheating, but then, can I blame him for wanting to look elsewhere if his "wife" isn't experimental enough for him between the sheets? And can you blame me for being intrigued in such a scandalous situation, the excitement and the rush of holding a completely sexually charged relationship in the workplace without giving it away to the unsuspecting party?

I am completely stuck as what to do. Surely, I have thought it through as to how dangerous this sexcapade may be. However, knowing that even we do get caught, it wouldn't hurt me as much as it would hurt him, but then again, I'm only in this for myself and my conquests. If it ends up that I get fired, I can always find another job, since this is only my day job and not my career. I know how morally wrong this is, but at this point in my sexual career, is it my fault that the woman isn't keeping her man interested in the sack that he has to look elsewhere?

I'm excited and a bit nervous as to how things are going to be on Monday, since he and I will be out at a convention for the day. I wonder where things will lead, now that he and I are out in the open on this subject...will it lead further? Will he finally put me out of my sexual misery by being my sex slave? (How much of a turn on that is, your boss as your "sex slave"...)

I can't stop thinking about him. I'm constantly rubbing my clit raw just from what he told me yesterday.

For anyone reading this, please send me some advice. What would you do in this situation?

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Sexcapade Files #27: The Frenchman on the Flying Trapeze

Well, just a disclaimer: we WEREN'T on a sex swing, if you think I was implying that. Although, I must admit, the “positions” he had me do were as if I were flying...with my legs in the air!

Earlier this year, I had met Pierre from an internet dating site, and we hit it off pretty well. I would have to admit, he was probably one of the more attractive guys I had gone out with, with his Mediterranean skin, close-cropped curly hair, his cute goatee, and his ADORABLE French accent – it was so sexy!! The best thing about him was the fact that he was slightly taller than me, which really helped with a few standing positions that I wanted to try out...but here's the deal that happened with him during Valentine's Day:

We had met up at a hookah bar we had gone to a few times, and since we had slept together a few times, we were getting a bit lovey-dovey – holding hands, the sexy eyes across the table in between hits of hookah, and footsies underneath the table – and we were heading out, when we started making out in the parking lot. Now, because he's European, I thought he would be into sucking tongues out in public, but strangely enough, he was not into the whole PDA deal – whenever someone would pass by, he would stop kissing me, and we'd stand there, with my hands cupping his hard dick over his pants, and his fingers pinching my nipples, pretending that we were cuddling and not making out in the parking lot, until the particular stranger passing by had either disappeared from sight. Then, we'd resume our make-out session, working our mouths and arms into a tangled frenzy, until we drove to my house for a little “night-cap”.

As we got to my door, we couldn't keep our hands off each other. Our breathing became shorter and sharper, my arm held akimbo from holding the door open, too distracted to drag our sex-starved bodies into the door to get ourselves started in our sex jamboree. Finally, for what felt like twenty minutes, we got ourselves into my room, closed the door, and started wrestling our tongues and hands all over each other's bodies.

I would have to say, he was probably the best kisser I've been with for a long while. With a touch of European class, he gently glided his tongue in and out of my mouth with the right amount of pressure that turned me on. I felt like a dirty Goldilocks who had found her tongue “just right”.

As we tossed our shirts and I had pulled off my pants, I had finally gone down to where his cock lay in his boxer briefs. At last, I can finally say that I've sucked European cock – and it was “just right” for me as well – uncut, about 7 inches in length, and thick. Probably not the most impressive cock I'd ever seen, but at the same time, I figured it would be interesting, as I wondered what kind of magic this cock would do for me tonight. I licked the tip of his cock, and he had a very refreshing taste for a cock – clean-smelling and shaved!! I enjoyed taking the whole length of his dick in my mouth, sucking it as he pulled his head back while I licked and sucked him back and forth, deep throating in my usual way, as he thrusted a little bit in my mouth, riding his cock in my mouth.

He the lifted me up, turned me around, bent my upper torso over a piano arm, and took me from behind, as I cradled a piano arm. His dick felt very full as I moaned while he rammed his dick into me, slightly swaying in unison as he fucked me from behind. I then raised my upper torso as he held my hips to his, fucking me from behind, both of us standing and riding the thrusts together. It was my first “real” standing position – another one to cross off my list of “Sex Positions To Do”. Unfortunately, because of all our foreplay, he cums pretty quickly after probably 5-10 minutes of fucking me standing up. I assume that the standing position gets him really hot and turned on.

After we finally strip all of our clothes, we end up on my bed. After some chitchat (I would have to admit, he's probably the most conversational lay I've had so far, and I enjoyed his conversations. Some things turn me off – the fact that he's afraid of “commitment” which, at this time, I was hoping to move beyond just “dating” into a stable “relationship”, and the fact that our schedules don't really mess very well to see each other on a regular basis, made me feel as if our little fling was destined to end pretty quickly, but I digress...), I ended up coaxing his cock out of its foreskin shell with my hands while licking his nipples and slightly hair chest (another big plus – I can't stand guys who are extremely hairy). He then decided to take control of me, slightly pushed me down on the bed, and began to lick and suck my breasts, not too hard, not too soft, but just right.

His hands wandered down to my already wet pussy, and I felt his fingers parting me as he worked his way to rubbing my clit. However, I noticed a few things – he didn't lube me very well with cum, and the pressure he used on my rubbing me was too hard and in the incorrect spot. Also, he only used one finger to rub my clit, when I usually prefer two fingers. However, his saving grace was definitely when he started to thrust his fingers into my pussy – definitely fun, but not as good as how Eric had done to me years ago.

The surprising part of the evening was definitely what he taught me. For the first time, I had a guy who taught me something. Pierre was an amateur gymnast back in France, so all of his positions were definitely different from the “usual”. His “signature position” was to have my legs propped over my head, the bottoms of my feet resting on the wall, my hips high in the air, while he sat on my hips, nailing me with his dick and thrusting angularly downward. I would honestly say, that was probably the most difficult position I had ever done, especially since I'm a thick girl...however, I did get a bit of a compliment, since he had mentioned to me that girls he had done this to who were thinner than I was couldn't even do it, and I did...big A+ for me...

Other positions he had done on me were a sideways position where I would be on my back, with one of my legs cradling his upper torso, while he lay on his side, perpendicular to me, and he thrust sideways while holding on to my leg, called a “lazy dog” (definitely my favorite, it was very satisfying); another was a sideways face-to-face fuck that I had always wanted to do, but never got to try until that night; and a few more that really escape my memory since it had been a few months go...although, I definitely remember him being very acrobatic, the first time I had dealt with someone of that nature.

Two things that really annoyed me about this particular lay was the fact that when he'd get his momentum going with thrusts, about 30 seconds later, he would end up stopping, and having me lose my orgasm buildup. It was difficult to cum when he kept on stopping, you know? Plus, the fact that he would NOT eat pussy, when I would suck his dick...totally not fair...

And after every lay, we both would cuddle and fall asleep for a bit, and his arm would be holding me for the majority of the night, and we slept very comfortably...Luckily enough, this wouldn't last too long, and we would end up fucking 5 times that night...

Too bad that little fling fizzled out, I couldn't learned more and perfected those positions...oh well, it's time to move on to the next man...

Sunday, June 13, 2010

"The Red Room" Debut is a SUCCESS!!

Tonight was definitely magical in that studio, debuting the first show for "The Red Room". There was something magically vibing in that studio between myself and Nage, where we were feeding energy off each other. I'm so excited to get started on next week's show!

Funny thing about how today's show started was the fact that we still needed to record vocals for the opening intro of the show (for any listeners on the show tonight, you know what I'm talking about! ;-)) I'm was in the recording booth recording the low sexy voice, when Nage, our engineer Greg, and another of our music pals at the studio had asked me to add in moans into our intro, which they presented to me as a challenge: they had told me that I had to beat a certain sample of a girl moaning. Of course I was up for it!! I, Veronica, was not going to go down without a fight! So, in I went into the recording booth, and recorded 3 tones of moaning, just like it sounds like a bunch of girls having an orgy. It was hot!!

The funniest part about this was some other guys came into the engineer booth after I recorded the tracks, and they were listening to Greg mixing the tracks, and as they were listening, they were getting a bit turned on, and then asked me some information about this week's show. While I was with Greg working on the track, I could hear the guys talking in the background about their own sexual fetishes! I could tell that they were really turned on. Unfortunately, they couldn't come and listen in during the broadcast, but they had mentioned wanting to listen in after their sessions were up. Minutes after we wrapped it up for the night, we see all the guys rushing in to see if they could catch the last part of the show!! LOL Well, they always have next week!! :-)

The show itself was a lot of fun. Nage and I really hit it off with the broadcasting chemistry since we have very strong personalities, it really makes the show very interesting, to keep people entertained and on their toes, since he and I are so unpredictable. The best part of all, is that Rachel really held it together as a neutral party that everything was definitely in perfect balance. It really was a no-bars held show, everything was uncensored and out in the open, with some really interesting callers, strange sexual tangents and hilarious moments...and to answer anyone's question about me deep throating a mic stand, IT DID HAPPEN!!! You can ask Nage to vouch for me, it really happened! LOL

Anyway, this is just a little summary of what happened tonight during the show and my thoughts about what happened...but I feel that the show was a complete success, it just felt so right, the way it was informative, entertaining and completely uncensored that I feel that this show will be a major hit!!

So for everyone who listened to night, please send me your feedback and comments about our show!! We would love to know that people are listening and showing their support!! And for any of you who missed it...TSK TSK TSK...you really missed out...:-)

So be there for next week's show - "Reborn Virgins"!!! Listen in, call in to talk with us live, send us comments...we'd really appreciate it!!

Good night and happy sexing!! :-)

Friday, June 4, 2010

Veronica Urbana on Internet Radio?!?

Hello all!!

I have some exciting news for you! In a few weeks, you'll be hearing me, Veronica Urbana, on the radio, hosting her new show called "The Red Room" on RAW973.com!! So far the details will be a time slot from 10 pm - 1 am EST on Saturday nights!! Let's get steamy together as we talk about sexual topics, share stories, LIVE on your internet browser!!

More details soon to follow, but please check out www.raw973.com on Internet Explorer 8 every Monday-Saturday from 8-11 to hear some awesome shows!! But soon, your very own Veronica will be on the air, live!!

Stay tuned for updates!!

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

A More Personal Confession - My Life Outside of Sex

Dear SC69 readers -

This is one of the few times where I have taken myself out of my world of sex to talk about my life outside of sex. To be honest, things have not been going well for me at all, financially. I've started this new job, and it doesn't pay much at all, after I was unemployed for a month and was living on barely enough savings. Then, I was able to purchase a laptop, only to find that the laptop gets lost in the mail, and it's going to take a month to get that money back, which I so desperately need now. On top of that, my car has broken down and it's going to cost me an arm and a leg to get it running, so that I can go around looking for another part-time job to support myself while my bills are looming up over me, something that I can't pay for the first time in two years.

I know this sounds really retarded, and I'm really desperate, but I'm asking you readers to help me. I've added a Paypal donations link to this site, (on the top right-hand corner, above the "Followers" section), and for any of you who can help me by donating, even if it's a few bucks here and there - would really be appreciated!! I would love it if my readers can send me some support in order for me to get myself back on track so I can write more of my confessions that you all love and enjoy!!

Thank you again for reading and being supportive followers!! I love you all!!

Thursday, April 29, 2010

A Pet Peeve - Bad Penis Odor Can Make You Vomit??

Just a few days ago, I was talking to a gay friend of mine on Facebook, and he was telling me a very interesting story about a guy he had gone out with recently. Unfortunately, the date didn't turn out too well...

This friend of mine had told me that his date was HOT...All-American, clean-cut, preppy, you name it - then they went out, had dinner, then they ended up making out in his car, and THEN the guy opened his pants, asked my friend to suck his cock, and so he initiates...

My friend gets closer and closer...but something strikes him as strange...

Mainly because the guy he's about to suck cock on has really bad PENIS ODOR!!

So while my friend is trying to suck on this guy's cock, he's having a hard time doing it, mainly because he said that this guy's dick really smelled like rotten eggs, a really acrid and putrid smell. So he tries to hold it in, lets this guy CUM IN HIS MOUTH...

My friend finally goes home and ends up taking a shower, since he feels very disgusted over the whole incident, and while in the shower, he VOMITS!! His dinner and the guy's cum ends up all over his shower floor...and he swears it was the guy's penis odor that did it for him...ewwwwwwwwwwww!!!

A lesson learned for everyone: please keep your genitals clean at all times!! Who knows when you're going to have someone eating them!!

Another Update - Sorry Again!!!

Hello everyone...

Please accept my humblest apologies, kick me in the ass for not writing in this blog. I've lost the drive to write about my sexcapades, even though there has been a few other guys out there that I need to add in here!! It's been pretty rough the past few months, I lost my job and now I'm back to square one of trying to find a new one. Luckily enough, I'll be starting a new job again this coming Monday, so I need to find the inspiration to write again.

To be honest, sometimes I feel like what I write doesn't amount to anything to anyone. It's as if sometimes I feel no one really cares about what I write, or when I write. I feed off of attention more than anything else. If anyone else cares about this blog, please encourage me! It's hard sometimes to write about my experiences, sometimes it gets too overwhelming sometimes to write every single thing I do...so I apologize again for this bit of a tirade...

Anyhoo...I'll start this back up again! I should be adding a few more posts, if anyone has missed me...I've missed you all too, I've just been in a bit of a funk, please forgive me...:-(

Monday, January 25, 2010

Happy 1st Anniversary, SC69!!

It's amazing that it has been a year since I've posted my first post on this blog. I find it very intriguing that there are people that come here day after day, wanting to read more about my exploits and intimate sexual moments, agreeing with me on rants about "normal" sexual behavior, sometimes butting heads with me on what a girl should and shouldn't do. It's all a part of perspective, a slice of my everyday life that I love sharing with all of you, even though many do know who I am, but it is nice to know that there are people paying attention to what you say, that there are people who are curious to listen and want to know more than what can be done with me under the sheets.

I would honestly say that I've been cyber-hit on so many times with this blog. It's a flattering experience, since in real life, I don't find myself being hit on very often, but then a lot of people are quick to judge when they first see you. It is hard to be looked upon as a sexual being when you have a baby face and look like post-college bait, seemingly optimistic and a naive idealistic view about the world. However, with being hit on, it's kind of disgusting that they all assume that I would sleep with anyone that crosses my path...which isn't true. I usually have to dig through the pile to find someone that I would be interested in, and it takes a lot of digging before I find that person that I may spend a day, a week, a month, or a year with...even with a one-night stand, I have to be picky, what can I say?

I do apologize that I left my last blog serial hanging. A lot of things have happened since then, such as a family member passing away, applying for school for a second undergraduate degree (which starts only a few months away!), and looking for a new job. I hope that within a few weeks, I can get myself to continue writing that blog, since it has been a while, and that there was more for me to write about that one night...it's just too bad that the guy that I was with is now not in the picture anymore, I dumped his ass because he was too emotionally involved and I was too emotionally unavailable to give him what he wanted...which is why I think I can never sleep with a guy on a first date...

Anyway, I just wanted to give you all a little update. Thank you all for being here this past year, reading about my stories and rants, and I hope that you all will still be here to read more!!

I love you all!!