There's sexual tension flying through the air where I work, so thick that you can cut it with a knife. I may end up in such a dangerous scandal, it's so dangerous that it could cost a lot of relationships, which is making me hesitate how to proceed in this matter. It's so hard to ignore this sexual heat, it's overpowering and overwhelming that even though I'm not at work, I'm still thinking about wanting his deft tongue run circles over my pulsing clit while I lie naked on top of the conference room.
This sexual fire started a few weeks ago for this person I work for. Somehow, we had started the discussion about sex and wanting to start an adult site, and he admitted to me that he had a BBW fetish - well, me being a thick girl, I couldn't ignore that. We ventured onto topics of my admitting that I had a sex talk show on internet radio ("Red Room" on RAW973.com from 10 pm - 1 am EST). From then on, he and I opened Pandora's Box of Sexual Secrets Past and reveled in telling each other our sexual conquests.
Recently, he had admitted to me that he became sexually attracted to me.
Just hearing him tell me how much he wants to taste my pussy juice in his mouth while I squirt, hearing him tell me that me being near him drives him crazy with sexual desire, that if I had told him at that moment I wanted him to lick my pussy, he wouldn't be able to resist. Hearing him tell me that he wanted me to cum all over his hands while he thrust 3 fingers into my pulsing pussy until I came shouting made my pants wet all day. Being in close proximity of him, having him smell my armpits, teasing him with toilet paper napkins with my cum on it, his mouth tasting my fingertips - all made me mad with desire. I really wanted him to get down on his hands and knees, pull down my pants, and eat me out over and over again, until I came so loudly that the whole neighborhood heard me come.
The only problem is, he's my boss, and he's almost my dad's age, which makes me wanting to fuck a father-figure. The more dangerous part is the fact that his common-law wife is also my boss, and she signs my checks. Which makes the story even more interesting.
It's a very complicated predicament. Two people, who obviously only want sex and are so hot for each other that they both make each other sweat if they're in the same room, obviously don't want to hurt the completely oblivious party, who for one, is basically the head boss (for me, anyway), and two, his "wife". We know that this is both cheating, but then, can I blame him for wanting to look elsewhere if his "wife" isn't experimental enough for him between the sheets? And can you blame me for being intrigued in such a scandalous situation, the excitement and the rush of holding a completely sexually charged relationship in the workplace without giving it away to the unsuspecting party?
I am completely stuck as what to do. Surely, I have thought it through as to how dangerous this sexcapade may be. However, knowing that even we do get caught, it wouldn't hurt me as much as it would hurt him, but then again, I'm only in this for myself and my conquests. If it ends up that I get fired, I can always find another job, since this is only my day job and not my career. I know how morally wrong this is, but at this point in my sexual career, is it my fault that the woman isn't keeping her man interested in the sack that he has to look elsewhere?
I'm excited and a bit nervous as to how things are going to be on Monday, since he and I will be out at a convention for the day. I wonder where things will lead, now that he and I are out in the open on this subject...will it lead further? Will he finally put me out of my sexual misery by being my sex slave? (How much of a turn on that is, your boss as your "sex slave"...)
I can't stop thinking about him. I'm constantly rubbing my clit raw just from what he told me yesterday.
For anyone reading this, please send me some advice. What would you do in this situation?
I am a closet nympho. You may see me every day, as an average girl walking along and passing me by as another stranger. You may not realize that I may be the most surprising person you'll ever meet...
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Saturday, June 26, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Sexcapade Files #27: The Frenchman on the Flying Trapeze
Well, just a disclaimer: we WEREN'T on a sex swing, if you think I was implying that. Although, I must admit, the “positions” he had me do were as if I were flying...with my legs in the air!
Earlier this year, I had met Pierre from an internet dating site, and we hit it off pretty well. I would have to admit, he was probably one of the more attractive guys I had gone out with, with his Mediterranean skin, close-cropped curly hair, his cute goatee, and his ADORABLE French accent – it was so sexy!! The best thing about him was the fact that he was slightly taller than me, which really helped with a few standing positions that I wanted to try out...but here's the deal that happened with him during Valentine's Day:
We had met up at a hookah bar we had gone to a few times, and since we had slept together a few times, we were getting a bit lovey-dovey – holding hands, the sexy eyes across the table in between hits of hookah, and footsies underneath the table – and we were heading out, when we started making out in the parking lot. Now, because he's European, I thought he would be into sucking tongues out in public, but strangely enough, he was not into the whole PDA deal – whenever someone would pass by, he would stop kissing me, and we'd stand there, with my hands cupping his hard dick over his pants, and his fingers pinching my nipples, pretending that we were cuddling and not making out in the parking lot, until the particular stranger passing by had either disappeared from sight. Then, we'd resume our make-out session, working our mouths and arms into a tangled frenzy, until we drove to my house for a little “night-cap”.
As we got to my door, we couldn't keep our hands off each other. Our breathing became shorter and sharper, my arm held akimbo from holding the door open, too distracted to drag our sex-starved bodies into the door to get ourselves started in our sex jamboree. Finally, for what felt like twenty minutes, we got ourselves into my room, closed the door, and started wrestling our tongues and hands all over each other's bodies.
I would have to say, he was probably the best kisser I've been with for a long while. With a touch of European class, he gently glided his tongue in and out of my mouth with the right amount of pressure that turned me on. I felt like a dirty Goldilocks who had found her tongue “just right”.
As we tossed our shirts and I had pulled off my pants, I had finally gone down to where his cock lay in his boxer briefs. At last, I can finally say that I've sucked European cock – and it was “just right” for me as well – uncut, about 7 inches in length, and thick. Probably not the most impressive cock I'd ever seen, but at the same time, I figured it would be interesting, as I wondered what kind of magic this cock would do for me tonight. I licked the tip of his cock, and he had a very refreshing taste for a cock – clean-smelling and shaved!! I enjoyed taking the whole length of his dick in my mouth, sucking it as he pulled his head back while I licked and sucked him back and forth, deep throating in my usual way, as he thrusted a little bit in my mouth, riding his cock in my mouth.
He the lifted me up, turned me around, bent my upper torso over a piano arm, and took me from behind, as I cradled a piano arm. His dick felt very full as I moaned while he rammed his dick into me, slightly swaying in unison as he fucked me from behind. I then raised my upper torso as he held my hips to his, fucking me from behind, both of us standing and riding the thrusts together. It was my first “real” standing position – another one to cross off my list of “Sex Positions To Do”. Unfortunately, because of all our foreplay, he cums pretty quickly after probably 5-10 minutes of fucking me standing up. I assume that the standing position gets him really hot and turned on.
After we finally strip all of our clothes, we end up on my bed. After some chitchat (I would have to admit, he's probably the most conversational lay I've had so far, and I enjoyed his conversations. Some things turn me off – the fact that he's afraid of “commitment” which, at this time, I was hoping to move beyond just “dating” into a stable “relationship”, and the fact that our schedules don't really mess very well to see each other on a regular basis, made me feel as if our little fling was destined to end pretty quickly, but I digress...), I ended up coaxing his cock out of its foreskin shell with my hands while licking his nipples and slightly hair chest (another big plus – I can't stand guys who are extremely hairy). He then decided to take control of me, slightly pushed me down on the bed, and began to lick and suck my breasts, not too hard, not too soft, but just right.
His hands wandered down to my already wet pussy, and I felt his fingers parting me as he worked his way to rubbing my clit. However, I noticed a few things – he didn't lube me very well with cum, and the pressure he used on my rubbing me was too hard and in the incorrect spot. Also, he only used one finger to rub my clit, when I usually prefer two fingers. However, his saving grace was definitely when he started to thrust his fingers into my pussy – definitely fun, but not as good as how Eric had done to me years ago.
The surprising part of the evening was definitely what he taught me. For the first time, I had a guy who taught me something. Pierre was an amateur gymnast back in France, so all of his positions were definitely different from the “usual”. His “signature position” was to have my legs propped over my head, the bottoms of my feet resting on the wall, my hips high in the air, while he sat on my hips, nailing me with his dick and thrusting angularly downward. I would honestly say, that was probably the most difficult position I had ever done, especially since I'm a thick girl...however, I did get a bit of a compliment, since he had mentioned to me that girls he had done this to who were thinner than I was couldn't even do it, and I did...big A+ for me...
Other positions he had done on me were a sideways position where I would be on my back, with one of my legs cradling his upper torso, while he lay on his side, perpendicular to me, and he thrust sideways while holding on to my leg, called a “lazy dog” (definitely my favorite, it was very satisfying); another was a sideways face-to-face fuck that I had always wanted to do, but never got to try until that night; and a few more that really escape my memory since it had been a few months go...although, I definitely remember him being very acrobatic, the first time I had dealt with someone of that nature.
Two things that really annoyed me about this particular lay was the fact that when he'd get his momentum going with thrusts, about 30 seconds later, he would end up stopping, and having me lose my orgasm buildup. It was difficult to cum when he kept on stopping, you know? Plus, the fact that he would NOT eat pussy, when I would suck his dick...totally not fair...
And after every lay, we both would cuddle and fall asleep for a bit, and his arm would be holding me for the majority of the night, and we slept very comfortably...Luckily enough, this wouldn't last too long, and we would end up fucking 5 times that night...
Too bad that little fling fizzled out, I couldn't learned more and perfected those positions...oh well, it's time to move on to the next man...
Earlier this year, I had met Pierre from an internet dating site, and we hit it off pretty well. I would have to admit, he was probably one of the more attractive guys I had gone out with, with his Mediterranean skin, close-cropped curly hair, his cute goatee, and his ADORABLE French accent – it was so sexy!! The best thing about him was the fact that he was slightly taller than me, which really helped with a few standing positions that I wanted to try out...but here's the deal that happened with him during Valentine's Day:
We had met up at a hookah bar we had gone to a few times, and since we had slept together a few times, we were getting a bit lovey-dovey – holding hands, the sexy eyes across the table in between hits of hookah, and footsies underneath the table – and we were heading out, when we started making out in the parking lot. Now, because he's European, I thought he would be into sucking tongues out in public, but strangely enough, he was not into the whole PDA deal – whenever someone would pass by, he would stop kissing me, and we'd stand there, with my hands cupping his hard dick over his pants, and his fingers pinching my nipples, pretending that we were cuddling and not making out in the parking lot, until the particular stranger passing by had either disappeared from sight. Then, we'd resume our make-out session, working our mouths and arms into a tangled frenzy, until we drove to my house for a little “night-cap”.
As we got to my door, we couldn't keep our hands off each other. Our breathing became shorter and sharper, my arm held akimbo from holding the door open, too distracted to drag our sex-starved bodies into the door to get ourselves started in our sex jamboree. Finally, for what felt like twenty minutes, we got ourselves into my room, closed the door, and started wrestling our tongues and hands all over each other's bodies.
I would have to say, he was probably the best kisser I've been with for a long while. With a touch of European class, he gently glided his tongue in and out of my mouth with the right amount of pressure that turned me on. I felt like a dirty Goldilocks who had found her tongue “just right”.
As we tossed our shirts and I had pulled off my pants, I had finally gone down to where his cock lay in his boxer briefs. At last, I can finally say that I've sucked European cock – and it was “just right” for me as well – uncut, about 7 inches in length, and thick. Probably not the most impressive cock I'd ever seen, but at the same time, I figured it would be interesting, as I wondered what kind of magic this cock would do for me tonight. I licked the tip of his cock, and he had a very refreshing taste for a cock – clean-smelling and shaved!! I enjoyed taking the whole length of his dick in my mouth, sucking it as he pulled his head back while I licked and sucked him back and forth, deep throating in my usual way, as he thrusted a little bit in my mouth, riding his cock in my mouth.
He the lifted me up, turned me around, bent my upper torso over a piano arm, and took me from behind, as I cradled a piano arm. His dick felt very full as I moaned while he rammed his dick into me, slightly swaying in unison as he fucked me from behind. I then raised my upper torso as he held my hips to his, fucking me from behind, both of us standing and riding the thrusts together. It was my first “real” standing position – another one to cross off my list of “Sex Positions To Do”. Unfortunately, because of all our foreplay, he cums pretty quickly after probably 5-10 minutes of fucking me standing up. I assume that the standing position gets him really hot and turned on.
After we finally strip all of our clothes, we end up on my bed. After some chitchat (I would have to admit, he's probably the most conversational lay I've had so far, and I enjoyed his conversations. Some things turn me off – the fact that he's afraid of “commitment” which, at this time, I was hoping to move beyond just “dating” into a stable “relationship”, and the fact that our schedules don't really mess very well to see each other on a regular basis, made me feel as if our little fling was destined to end pretty quickly, but I digress...), I ended up coaxing his cock out of its foreskin shell with my hands while licking his nipples and slightly hair chest (another big plus – I can't stand guys who are extremely hairy). He then decided to take control of me, slightly pushed me down on the bed, and began to lick and suck my breasts, not too hard, not too soft, but just right.
His hands wandered down to my already wet pussy, and I felt his fingers parting me as he worked his way to rubbing my clit. However, I noticed a few things – he didn't lube me very well with cum, and the pressure he used on my rubbing me was too hard and in the incorrect spot. Also, he only used one finger to rub my clit, when I usually prefer two fingers. However, his saving grace was definitely when he started to thrust his fingers into my pussy – definitely fun, but not as good as how Eric had done to me years ago.
The surprising part of the evening was definitely what he taught me. For the first time, I had a guy who taught me something. Pierre was an amateur gymnast back in France, so all of his positions were definitely different from the “usual”. His “signature position” was to have my legs propped over my head, the bottoms of my feet resting on the wall, my hips high in the air, while he sat on my hips, nailing me with his dick and thrusting angularly downward. I would honestly say, that was probably the most difficult position I had ever done, especially since I'm a thick girl...however, I did get a bit of a compliment, since he had mentioned to me that girls he had done this to who were thinner than I was couldn't even do it, and I did...big A+ for me...
Other positions he had done on me were a sideways position where I would be on my back, with one of my legs cradling his upper torso, while he lay on his side, perpendicular to me, and he thrust sideways while holding on to my leg, called a “lazy dog” (definitely my favorite, it was very satisfying); another was a sideways face-to-face fuck that I had always wanted to do, but never got to try until that night; and a few more that really escape my memory since it had been a few months go...although, I definitely remember him being very acrobatic, the first time I had dealt with someone of that nature.
Two things that really annoyed me about this particular lay was the fact that when he'd get his momentum going with thrusts, about 30 seconds later, he would end up stopping, and having me lose my orgasm buildup. It was difficult to cum when he kept on stopping, you know? Plus, the fact that he would NOT eat pussy, when I would suck his dick...totally not fair...
And after every lay, we both would cuddle and fall asleep for a bit, and his arm would be holding me for the majority of the night, and we slept very comfortably...Luckily enough, this wouldn't last too long, and we would end up fucking 5 times that night...
Too bad that little fling fizzled out, I couldn't learned more and perfected those positions...oh well, it's time to move on to the next man...
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Sunday, June 13, 2010
"The Red Room" Debut is a SUCCESS!!
Tonight was definitely magical in that studio, debuting the first show for "The Red Room". There was something magically vibing in that studio between myself and Nage, where we were feeding energy off each other. I'm so excited to get started on next week's show!
Funny thing about how today's show started was the fact that we still needed to record vocals for the opening intro of the show (for any listeners on the show tonight, you know what I'm talking about! ;-)) I'm was in the recording booth recording the low sexy voice, when Nage, our engineer Greg, and another of our music pals at the studio had asked me to add in moans into our intro, which they presented to me as a challenge: they had told me that I had to beat a certain sample of a girl moaning. Of course I was up for it!! I, Veronica, was not going to go down without a fight! So, in I went into the recording booth, and recorded 3 tones of moaning, just like it sounds like a bunch of girls having an orgy. It was hot!!
The funniest part about this was some other guys came into the engineer booth after I recorded the tracks, and they were listening to Greg mixing the tracks, and as they were listening, they were getting a bit turned on, and then asked me some information about this week's show. While I was with Greg working on the track, I could hear the guys talking in the background about their own sexual fetishes! I could tell that they were really turned on. Unfortunately, they couldn't come and listen in during the broadcast, but they had mentioned wanting to listen in after their sessions were up. Minutes after we wrapped it up for the night, we see all the guys rushing in to see if they could catch the last part of the show!! LOL Well, they always have next week!! :-)
The show itself was a lot of fun. Nage and I really hit it off with the broadcasting chemistry since we have very strong personalities, it really makes the show very interesting, to keep people entertained and on their toes, since he and I are so unpredictable. The best part of all, is that Rachel really held it together as a neutral party that everything was definitely in perfect balance. It really was a no-bars held show, everything was uncensored and out in the open, with some really interesting callers, strange sexual tangents and hilarious moments...and to answer anyone's question about me deep throating a mic stand, IT DID HAPPEN!!! You can ask Nage to vouch for me, it really happened! LOL
Anyway, this is just a little summary of what happened tonight during the show and my thoughts about what happened...but I feel that the show was a complete success, it just felt so right, the way it was informative, entertaining and completely uncensored that I feel that this show will be a major hit!!
So for everyone who listened to night, please send me your feedback and comments about our show!! We would love to know that people are listening and showing their support!! And for any of you who missed it...TSK TSK TSK...you really missed out...:-)
So be there for next week's show - "Reborn Virgins"!!! Listen in, call in to talk with us live, send us comments...we'd really appreciate it!!
Good night and happy sexing!! :-)
Funny thing about how today's show started was the fact that we still needed to record vocals for the opening intro of the show (for any listeners on the show tonight, you know what I'm talking about! ;-)) I'm was in the recording booth recording the low sexy voice, when Nage, our engineer Greg, and another of our music pals at the studio had asked me to add in moans into our intro, which they presented to me as a challenge: they had told me that I had to beat a certain sample of a girl moaning. Of course I was up for it!! I, Veronica, was not going to go down without a fight! So, in I went into the recording booth, and recorded 3 tones of moaning, just like it sounds like a bunch of girls having an orgy. It was hot!!
The funniest part about this was some other guys came into the engineer booth after I recorded the tracks, and they were listening to Greg mixing the tracks, and as they were listening, they were getting a bit turned on, and then asked me some information about this week's show. While I was with Greg working on the track, I could hear the guys talking in the background about their own sexual fetishes! I could tell that they were really turned on. Unfortunately, they couldn't come and listen in during the broadcast, but they had mentioned wanting to listen in after their sessions were up. Minutes after we wrapped it up for the night, we see all the guys rushing in to see if they could catch the last part of the show!! LOL Well, they always have next week!! :-)
The show itself was a lot of fun. Nage and I really hit it off with the broadcasting chemistry since we have very strong personalities, it really makes the show very interesting, to keep people entertained and on their toes, since he and I are so unpredictable. The best part of all, is that Rachel really held it together as a neutral party that everything was definitely in perfect balance. It really was a no-bars held show, everything was uncensored and out in the open, with some really interesting callers, strange sexual tangents and hilarious moments...and to answer anyone's question about me deep throating a mic stand, IT DID HAPPEN!!! You can ask Nage to vouch for me, it really happened! LOL
Anyway, this is just a little summary of what happened tonight during the show and my thoughts about what happened...but I feel that the show was a complete success, it just felt so right, the way it was informative, entertaining and completely uncensored that I feel that this show will be a major hit!!
So for everyone who listened to night, please send me your feedback and comments about our show!! We would love to know that people are listening and showing their support!! And for any of you who missed it...TSK TSK TSK...you really missed out...:-)
So be there for next week's show - "Reborn Virgins"!!! Listen in, call in to talk with us live, send us comments...we'd really appreciate it!!
Good night and happy sexing!! :-)
Friday, June 4, 2010
Veronica Urbana on Internet Radio?!?
Hello all!!
I have some exciting news for you! In a few weeks, you'll be hearing me, Veronica Urbana, on the radio, hosting her new show called "The Red Room" on RAW973.com!! So far the details will be a time slot from 10 pm - 1 am EST on Saturday nights!! Let's get steamy together as we talk about sexual topics, share stories, LIVE on your internet browser!!
More details soon to follow, but please check out www.raw973.com on Internet Explorer 8 every Monday-Saturday from 8-11 to hear some awesome shows!! But soon, your very own Veronica will be on the air, live!!
Stay tuned for updates!!
I have some exciting news for you! In a few weeks, you'll be hearing me, Veronica Urbana, on the radio, hosting her new show called "The Red Room" on RAW973.com!! So far the details will be a time slot from 10 pm - 1 am EST on Saturday nights!! Let's get steamy together as we talk about sexual topics, share stories, LIVE on your internet browser!!
More details soon to follow, but please check out www.raw973.com on Internet Explorer 8 every Monday-Saturday from 8-11 to hear some awesome shows!! But soon, your very own Veronica will be on the air, live!!
Stay tuned for updates!!
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